Archive for April, 2003

Wednesday, April 30th, 2003

I totally forgot to speak a bit about American Idol earlier. First and foremost, I am a junkie. I am addicted, and reality television is my drug of choice. With that said, last night’s show was PAINFULLY boring aside from “Build Me Up Buttercup.” That song ALWAYS reminds me of the piano bar, and Clay’s rendition was good. Of course Kimberley and Ruben were wonderful…and Trenyce did a nice job on her own rendition of the CCR/Tina Turner hit “Proud Mary.”

But who is the next to go? Well…considering I’ve mentioned four of the five contestants as doing a good job it’s probably clear that it is Josh Gracin’s time to leave. He’s had his change, he’s bit the big one. He needs to leave the finals to the four best. I predict Josh followed by Trenyce followed by Kimberley (despite the fact she is wonderfully talented) followed by Clay and won by Ruben. Ruben is the man. He’s made for radio.

Wednesday, April 30th, 2003

I’m almost 25lbs lighter now. I’m beginning to appreciate this diet and exercise regimine. I suppose if it wasn’t working I wouldn’t be so appreciative of the process, but I can now personally look in the mirror and tell my face is thinner. The first place weight goes in me is to my face…

But also thinner is my body as a whole. A few more pounds. Maybe ten, maybe fifteen, maybe twenty. Twenty at the most, though I’m not sure if I want to be a size eight again or if I’m happy with a ten. I guess I’ll just have to wait and see how my body reacts to another few months of exercise and eating well.

Aside from the diets, life is spiffy good. JT is in classes, fortunately this semester seems to be a bit less stressful than last. Last was almost all papers and research, this semester seems to be more labs and technical stuff. And as far as technical things, he is amazing. You should see the piles of parts and bits and bobs he has stashed away both at our house and still at his parents. I’m not looking forward to all his RC car stuff to end up at my house. That will DEFINITELY go in the garage :)

Tuesday, April 29th, 2003

To be sitting in my office looking out my windows is torture. The temperature has been warm the past few days and as such all I want to do is go run sans shoes through the grass. Is that so much for a professional woman to ask? Geez…I just happen to adore Spring and the world as the air warms. I love the smell of the season. I adore warm Spring rains and the accompanying thunder and lightening. I wish I could be twelve years old again. Old enough to appreciate the world but young enough to still be without any responsibility. Yeah…twelve would be great.

I want to curl up beneath a maple with a book. I want to nap in the cool shade. I want to feel a gentle breeze against my cheek. I want to be free, alive, and re-energized. Is that really so much to ask? My hair blowing in the breeze, lightened by the sun. My feet tanned through my Birkenstocks, my face freckled as though I were a child. Oh yes…this is too much to ask.

See it’s a shame we all have to grow up, get serious, and gain responsibility. I want to be twelve. But then again, eternal children cannot feel the joy of true love. Nor can they feel the reality of accomplishment as a result of goals met and graduations. Nor do they have to deal with the pain of death…death is an essential experience. Withouth death, there cannot be real life. Death and the impending loss teach us to live in the moment and to not worry about the little things.

I want to be twelve years old.

Monday, April 28th, 2003

My tooth is feeling slightly better (though is still tender to chew on and itches…I assume it’s healing), but now my toe hurts. I managed to stub the monkey-toe (my second one) so badly that it cracked my nail vertically, bled profusely, and peeled quite a bit of skin back. That’s exactly what I get for moving too quickly and being a huge klutz. Eh. Oh well. At least it gets my mind off of my mouth for a bit.

The weekend went well. JT and I didn’t do much aside from see a Saturday matinee of Identity (starring John Cusack) and working around the yard/house. We painted, raked (okay…he did that) and even allowed the Dew-man outside on the chain for a while. He’s a strange cat, I tell ‘ya. And this morning, well…it seems that we finally killed one of the moles that is destroying our lawn. JT will check the trap after work. Funny to want an animal deal that badly.

Friday, April 25th, 2003

Well…I thought my tooth felt good, or at least decent enough. But then I ate a salad. Well…I sort of ate it. Most of the time I was reeling in paid as I chewed. Now my tooth/gums are throbbing horribly. I should have had soup. I guess it’s too late now.

Also, I found a neat site with cartoon ascii art. It’s colorful and fun. Oh…and it seems that *somebody* had too much time on their hands. Here’s the link: http://www.arkworld.com/ascii/.

Thursday, April 24th, 2003

My bad molar is now fixed. The root canal really wasn’t as bad as I’d anticipated. The price on the other hand was pretty painful. What do people do if their insurance won’t pay for most of the $950 charge? It’s not like you can last for too long without *something* being done. I know personally my tooth was very sensitive to both cold and hot. So much so that I’d taught myself to eat and drink on the right instead of left side. I guess I’m going to have to retrain myself now.

Tuesday, April 22nd, 2003

So I go from a nice, sweet entry about Easter to this. I blame Beth.

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Monday, April 21st, 2003

Easter is done with and my stomach is feeling the after-effects of two days of food. Filet Mignon one night and ham the next afternoon. I almost never get food that good, and now I’m paying the price. But in the end it’s all worth it. I got to spend time with my parents and my husband. The parents are always so happy to see us…in fact I’m convinced that JT is the son my dad never had.

I mentioned it, and my dad told a funny story. I remember this happening vaguely, but didn’t remember my reaction. My dad wanted boys. Actually, he seemed to like daughters but wanted us to hunt and fish. Well…dad decided to take Cheryl and I our rabbit hunting by my grandparent’s house on state land one time. I remember being miserable and not wanting to shoot anything. Anyway, there were “fluffy bunnies” as we called them everywhere. Dad said to shoot. Apparently Cheryl and I first cried and then started clapping to scare them away.

It was then that my father decided that hunting was a lost cause. I guess maybe that’s why JT is such a breath of fresh air for the guy. Go figure.

Friday, April 18th, 2003

Still no comment system. JT is currently helping me to install a PHP one rather than dealing with the CRAP of having to use a restrictive one hosted elsewhere. I guess it’s high time I learn PHP, eh? We’ll see how much of it I end up figuring out.

This weekend, we’re headed up to Gladwin to see the folks. We visit every month or two. I kind of wish it were more often, but right now with JT’s school we just don’t have time or money enough to head up all the time. Though this weekend we have an excuse. It is Easter. We want to eat. Actually we’re headed out to this fancy steakhouse place in West Branch to eat. They said they couldn’t pay because plates are something like $25 each. I hope it’s as good as the price seems to suggest!

Oh yeah. And I was wrong about AI AGAIN. Carmen is still somehow in contention. She bit. Bad, but apparently voters were sick and tired of Kimberly Caldwell’s obnoxious shenanigans. She seems to think it cool to talk to Ryan Seacrest like he’s an old bud and to suck up to everybody. I’m convinced it wasn’t her lack of talent that got her eliminated, but her bad attitude.

Na na na na, na na na na, hey hey hey, goodbye!

Wednesday, April 16th, 2003

I’m in the process of attempting to get a comment system functioning. It is taking some pretty major tweaking. So much so in fact that I probably would have been just as well off to design my own rather than using another engine. Oh well. Hopefully in the end that’s what I do anyway.

Tuesday, April 15th, 2003

Taxes are in and done. And instead of owing thousands of dollars (like last year) we are getting about $850 back. The tax lady said “that’s not much,” but JT and I were honestly very happy just not having to pay. Seriously now, we were absolutely freaked out last year. It was so much (like I said, THOUSANDS) that we had to set up an installment plan with the gov’t to pay them back.

For reference, if you sell a whole bunch of stock to buy a house expect to get nailed on taxes that year. We knew it was coming, just when it hits it’s never a pretty sight.

Tonight is American Idol. Last week, Rickey Smith went away. I wasn’t shocked that he went really, only that he left before Carmen Rasmusen and her horrible rendition of Call Me. My prediction? She needs to go home next. That is unless of couse Joshua, Kimberly C., or Trenyce really misstep in which case one of them could EASILY get the boot. Eh whatever. It’s all in good fun…and laziness of course

Monday, April 14th, 2003

I’ve survived the weekend…again. Not that there was much going on. Not that I actually want something to go on either. I’d just prefer life to be quiet.

JT and I spent hours outside in the Spring sun working on the yard and garden. We got everything cleaned up and looking pretty spiffy. He worked on re-edging the garden. It now looks wonderful. In addition, JT took me up on a comment I made. I suggested in passing it would be funny to tie Dewey, Sara, and Max up outside in the sun. All three of them loved it. Dewey basically ate grass the whole time and hunted for invisible birds. Max ate grass and tried to escape. Sara just lounged. It was a lovely afternoon.

Finally, there are these bratty kids (okay like 16-year-olds) that have decided my neighborhood is public property. JT and I saw this one brat run through our flower garden and around the corner of our house playing some bastard version of hide and seek. We didn’t catch him. But when I saw another one flop down on my front yard, I immediately went outside and commensed to yelling at him. Told him to get out, stay out, and informed him that what he was doing was WRONG. And of course to have respect for people’s property. He informed me that he was going to get his daddy to settle this. I think he thought I was a kid. Seriouly. I look so young, I get accused of being twenty or so years old just about every day. Plus I was wearing a Stone Temple Pilots t-shirt. That couldn’t have helped my case. Needless to say, daddy never showed up. Though I wish in many ways he had considering the disrespectful behavior of his lout of a son.

Not to mention the fact that all of his friends were gathered on the front yard of the neighbors across the street wrestling. Why do some people have to be such idiots.

Friday, April 11th, 2003

Friday can never come too soon. This week it’s arrived a day or two late it seems. But I’m not going to complain, I’m just happy that it’s finally here. FINALLY. Watch out for some major redesigns today. I’ve got something pretty nice ready to go up later (hopefully if all goes well). So be warned. In the meantime, enjoy this fine Spring morning.

Thursday, April 10th, 2003

Damn. I was wrong. Carmen stayed (despite a horrendous performance) and in the bottom three were Rickey, Kimberly, and Kimberley. Kimberley (Locke if you’re keeping track) got the free parking and left the other two. Rickey is gone. Eh. Oh well. At least he was bad, had somebody decent gotten kicked off I would have had to swear off of American Idol.

I got my computer back. She’s ALIVE!!!!!!!!! All happiness aside, I’m going to have to suffer with just one USB port forever. But that’s fine. I can always switch my mouse to PS2…I’ve got about a trillion of the USB/PS2 adapters in the drawer next to me.

And so goes my boring life. Maybe it wouldn’t seem so boring if I didn’t write about it almost every day.

Wednesday, April 9th, 2003

American Idol was last night and once again I watched alone. JT was of course in class… The topic at hand was Billboard #1 songs. You’d think that there would have been more variety but the majority of the songs were ballads. Overall, the performances were good. I mean I truly enjoyed Kimberley Locke and Ruben Studdard. Aside from those two, I’m getting bored of Kimberly Calwell and Clay Aiken. Both of them need to really change up their style. But what I found really funny (not even music-wise) was Clay’s face. He had a layer of tanner on and when they showed full-body shots it was clear that his hands were approximately twelve shades lighter. It was hilarious. Also hilarious in a bad way were Carmen Rasmusen and her pitiful rendition of Call Me from Blondie and Rickey Smith…ewwww…I predict Ms. Rasmusen’s departure to be tonight.

I did not sleep well at all last night. Funny thing was, there was no reason for it. I went to bed at 10:30 after helping JT to draft a big ol’ list of his qualities. He’s worked at the same place for three years as an Engineer. You’d think he would have gotten some decent raises. But noooo…an asshole has gotten a raise more than once for being bossy and a jerk and nothing more. JT, who has always gotten positive feedback, is too passive and as a result they’ve taken advantage of him. My idea? To come into his review this week with a printed list of his skills and qualities to be given to his boss or bosses. He liked that idea. Hopefully it works. I told him he’s got to threaten leaving…it works for everybody else.

So that is my life. Or something like it.

Monday, April 7th, 2003

I realize it is Michigan, but why in the world is snow necessary on April 7th? I mean come on! An ice storm on Friday/Saturday brought down tree limbs and power lines. Just as things were improving the sky this morning opens up and lets loose with a white blanket of snow. It’s apparently supposed to be 3-6 inches when the storm is all said and done. Oh joy. Really…I’m happy. Or not.

In the meantime, I’d like to expound a little on what I think of the whole situation. Not just that, but a word of advice to people thinking of NOT getting the warranty for their computer.

Friday, April 4th, 2003

I found this and it said that I have a lot in common with Beth. Let me know our compatability if you try.


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Thursday, April 3rd, 2003

Darn it all, Max.

That cat is walking the thinnest of fine lines toward being given back to the Humane Society. We are very seriously thinking about getting rid of him, a prospect that really frightens me. I’m afraid that we will be killing him and that because he is so anti-social and so strange and so needy and sprays that nobody will want him despite his good looks. It’s going to take some serious bravery to do the deed.

I’ve already told JT that I don’t want to go with him when/if we get rid of Max. I don’t want to at all…it makes me cry to even think of doing such a thing. But we’ve tried it all…all the behavioral training, attention, chemicals, sprays, and various other things. There’s really nothing left to do…and for that I feel guilty as hell.

Three years ago we scooped a tiny gray kitty up from the Humane Society. Now, look what we have to do.

Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003

After a day off of work, I’m re-energized. An afternoon of exhaustive shopping led to a dent in my bank account and some tired feet. Aside from that, it was certainly the release I needed. Three pairs of shoes, a stop a Victoria’s Secret, and a valance later I’m at work and ready to do whatever it takes to finish out the week. Not that I needed shoes, but you know…girls have their quirks. Shoes are mine.

Hmmm…that’s about it.